Growing Up.

Alternative Title: The Younger Me.

Please, dont read the following shit if you dont like bad English. And if you do: I'm sorry, my English does REALLY suck, and I think I don't find the right words to describe what I mean.

Well, I wanted to draw something with the same subject the latest South Park Episode had. It was called 'You're getting Old'. It hit me very hard, because I just realized so much.. South Park has been a big part of my life already, I always wanted to live a life like the guys do in South Park. Some of them seem to hate each other, but they're still there for each other if something bad happens or if someone is feeling bad. They do always have much fun and seem so happy. Well, I liked South Park A LOT. I never though about disliking it someday! But everything gets boring sometimes.. and so I watched less and less South Park, but didn't really noticed it.. And then I lately saw this last episode: 'You're Getting Old'. It made me cry. Just because I think that there's a message behind all those funny jokes, and there's a serious subject in it. Even the boys in South Park change. They're getting older, which makes everything complicated.. Their lifes aren't that simple as they seem..
It's just so hard. Stan is still Stan. He still looks like him and everything, but.. he doesn't like the things he used to like, and that's why the other guys don't want to hang out with him anymore. Goood.. I'm talking too much. <_<
This episode just made me think a lot of myself, about the things I used to like, and how much I miss liking them. How happy they made me. And now I feel like there's nothing left that I really really like.
Well, I think everyone comes to a point when he looks at thing he used to LOVE and thinks 'EWW' about them now. Or he looks at photos of himself and thinks how ugly he looked, even though he liked to look like this before. Or that things, that has been a big part of your life, become boring or worthless to you. It's called getting older, and it's okay.
But it makes me feel so sad.
So, so sad.

Mallo Out.


EDIT: Well for those who did see the latest South Park Episode. What do you think about it? Is it just me who cried? XDDD°°